chapter 107 ; Hari Raya

Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,

She gets down low for me,

Down like her temperature, ’cause to me she zero degree,

She cold, overfreeze,

I got that girl from overseas,

Now she my miss America,

now can i be her soldier please,

I’m fighting for this girl,

I’m a battlefield of love,

Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,

Don’t you ever leave the side of me,

Indefinitely, not probably,

and honestly im down like the economy.

Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf zahir dan batin to all my Muslim friends.

i miss you.

chapter 106 ; Merdeka

HAPPY 52th BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA :)

Happy 51th birthday, King of Pop :)





and Happy Birthday, Grandpa :)



not a good day for me, but i got a new car today, mood was a bit spoiled, but oh well. things will be better, i know.

-you leave me breathless, i still can't believe that you're mine.

chapter 105 ; fool

why, would you treat me like a fool?
I actually know a lot more than you think I do.
wait till i prove you wrong,
our bittersweet memories, will vanish,
FOREVER, and will never be found again.

chapter 104 ; cutest

"Hey baby, i miss you! :) at the airport now, waiting for my grandma. Yeay! Dream of you yesterday and you looked HOT! Hotter than me :P i hate you for being hotter than me. Grr! All the girls were running towards you then i had to like squeeze through to get to you :P then i'll be all bossy and say "back off, he's mine!" (: love ya."

this is from Aliza to me. :)
just being random, i never got such a sweet text for a long long time. this was a while ago anyways. just felt like putting this up. haha. i love you Aliza Sara :)

chapter 103 ; week one

as you all know, SCHOOL has started for me.

I was pretty excited for the first day. Got my schedule, I have classes with RANDOM people. I was expecting that.

Monday

Go to my homeroom. Mrs.Todd~ did nothing there since i already hand in the paper work on registration day.
1st period, Physics with Mr.Streck. He's pretty lame. I swear i will fall asleep in his class anytime soon. :) I have a dumb Mexican dude sitting next to me. LOL.

2nd period U.S history with Coach Baxter, new teacher from Berkmar, he's really cool! haha. I'm glad i have an easy teacher for U.S history. I wanted that.

3rd period, Language Arts with Dr.Kinsella. GAH, some old lady with some really outdated teaching method. Worst thing about it is, she give out detention for people who sleep in class. -.-

4th period, Oceanography, well, i thought i would have some friends in this class, sadly i don't...... Mrs.Ferguson is really fun though!

5th period, OH I HAVE LUNCH with the senior girls. Jennifer, Thao, Holy is in my lunch. Kiet's there too. Pretty good lunch.

6th period, AP Psychology, i took this class because i want to open myself up. Because this class requires a lot of interaction between students. I need that. :)
It's going to be hard, i'm ready for that challenge.

7th period, Alg 2 with Mrs.Remund. I thought she was mean... lol. But she loves me, it's good :)

only had AP psychology reading for homework that day.

Xue came to take me, Asif, Kiet, Kevin, and Casey to Chinatown after school. Chilled there, had Chinese Hotpot rice. Sent Casey home after that, went to Nan's house and play basketball there. Went home after that. :)

Tuesday

Normal school routine~ Nothing much. :)
went home and took a long nap. Woke up and did homework. Took me about 4 hour to finish them.

Wednesday

Another normal school day. Hang out with Trang after school for a little while since i have to wait for my mom to take my sis.
Went to the library and just talked there. lol
:)
Was a little pissed because of something though, ruined my day. Luckily it happened at the end of the day. Hate people who always wants to start drama.... blaming me on things that i didn't do....... -.- UGH. FML

Thursday

Kinda moody on that day, because of what happened on the previous day.
Yeah i know, first week of school and people talking crap about me.
After 3rd period, i was walking in the hallway. Nan walk up to me, and i soon found out that she have Oceanography and AP psychology with me! HAHA! I was hella happy. :)
I also found out that Jennifer is a bully. She steal my food during lunch every single day!

Friday

Had a presentation for AP Psychology, nervous as hell. Glad that my group saved my life. I was shaking really bad..
Went to the pool with Jennifer, Holy, Nan, Willie, Caesar, Casey, Kiet, Asif, Kevin, Kiet.N :)
Only me, Casey, Holy, Jennifer, Asif, Kevin, both Kiet swam though.
Played football with some big black dude. -.- They played tackle. FREAKING INSANE. We need like 10 people to take one person down. LMAO. When i run the ball, this nigga just threw me up in the air. HAHA. It was fun, i have to admit. I had the only TD for my team ;D
Went to play basketball after that. Played with some "good" people, i like it. Everyone is running, making plays. I freaking love playing with those people. I hate it when people don't hustle. And complains on every foul. And don't play defense at all. That's why i only enjoy playing with Kiet, cause he's the kind of player that actually have the passion for the game :D

Saturday (today)
DID NOTHING! :D




lalalalala~ one more day of weekend, another week of hell. :(

Don't let anyone tell you that you're not good enough :)

chapter 102

So, the school year is about to begin.
I don't really have classes with any close friend of mine, but i expected all these already.
This is the year that i'm going to work extra hard, i need the straight A's to go back to Malaysia. I'm going to give my all in this year, even though i'm working hard by myself, i know there will be some people who will always be supporting me along the way. :)
People always tell me that i'm a loner at school, which i somehow consider true. I just don't like to stick with anyone particular during school time. Not even my close friends, i just like to be alone at school, that's how i roll.
I've been thinking over and over again, on whether i should take more AP classes this year, i decided to give myself a challenge, i want to be the best, i know i have the potential to do so. No matter how hard it is, nothing can ever take me down.
Well, i just hope that I will have more time for my friends this year. After those fun time i had this week, i really felt like i should start appreciating what i have. Now, i really don't want the summer the end, but as the school re-open, a whole new journey is waiting for me.

i need to improve my English this year, i need to speak better English, i need to bring my GPA up to cover my horrible grades from Malaysia, i need to join more clubs and organization to make my college application look better.

good luck to me.

"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop." Confucious

chapter 101 ; FML

today is not a good day for me.

well, i got my schedule today, i already know i'm going to be the same old me when school starts. so i didn't really care much about comparing my schedule. To be honest i felt really left out today. i couldn't say that today was a BAD day, it's just thing don't goes well for me today. so my day was pretty depressing, i managed to have fun though.
i used $30 bucks today. i don't even know what the hell I did..... i'm screwed, I really need to save up. i don't want to let anyone down anymore. i hate that feeling.

it's just sometimes, i just felt like no one really like appreciate what i've done to them, sometimes i just felt like people are taking advantage over me, i really think that i'm TOO nice sometimes.

i already made it clear that i HATE it when people make fun of my english, it just pisses me off. i really want to try to fit in to everyone, like i dont want to be the only fob in that group. i feel really really left out. no i don't mind people making fun of me in other way, just please DONT ever make fun of my english. i know i can't speak it as good as you guys, but hey, this is like my what? 2nd year here? what do you expect from me, i'm not raised in America like you guys. if you guys are reading this right now, i know you're gonna laugh about it, go ahead, i know one day, i'm going to speak perfect english, so screw all those criticizing ok? you guys are still my friends, and i don't hate you guys, i'm just sounding like a dumbass being too serious about stuff. :)

i can't believe that i actually went into the bathroom, and i actually had tears in my eyes. no i did not cry, it's just too frustrating, i really thought i found a group of friends that would make me feel comfortable hanging out with. i guess i'm wrong. i told my mom about this today, my mom told me that we just got here, we need to try to deal with it, or ignore it, i just can't.. i paid so much effort trying to improve my english speaking, and people just giving me mean comments, how am i supposed to push myself harder if i keep on getting bad comments like that?

i just tried to hide my emotions all day, when i was at applebee's i just couldn't hide it, it's like someone stabbed me in the heart. too painful for me. at least i had someone to cheer me up. at least someone who understands. :)

i'm already expecting myself to be alone at school next year, so don't worry about my schedule. i'm not going to change anything, i'm going to stick with myself, its the year where i have to work extra hard for myself. :) good luck to me, i know there will be some people helping me along the way. who ever is on the same page as me, gambatte.

i will upload pictures about today ASAP, i promise. i'm just writing this down, because i'm inspired to blog today. that's why i typed so much and i'm basically saying the same thing.


goodnight all. i'm tired, i'm not really in the mood now. i'll be back soon.

FML.

chapter 100 ; what's up?

• it's my 100th post this year. i guess it's an accomplishment?
• Mr. Kevin is finally back from California, and i hung out with him almost everyday since Saturday.
• school is starting next Monday, i only have 1 week left to enjoy.
• It's August already. -____-
• this is going to be a pretty long post, finally i have something to keep everyone updated, be ready.

o730o9

*its a rainbow if you pay close attention to it.

went to Kevin's house around one, chilled there for a little. Saw Kevin and Casey there after 2 month? Glad to see them, oh Kiet and Asif's there too. and Nan came to pick us up. We head down to Buford to get our hair cut, it's only me and Nan actually.
On the way to Buford, we had fun in the car, like usual, we SING :D

baby come back to me, i'll be everything you need, baby come back to me, oh you're my one in a million, one in a million~ ♥

and we reached to the hair salon, i got my hair cut first, Casey had the pictures, but she lost her USB cord, so she can't send me the pictures now. My haircut was pretty sick at first, now i starting to hate it. Oh well, it's still pretty good. Nan's hair cut is really nice. I love it. Like i said, no pictures for now.

and we head back to Nan's place to help her move her new sofa. And we chilled there until we decided to go play tennis.

i got raped once again.. -_____-


Kevin is ready to get beat up.


another rap battle.

So we stopped at the tennis court at Casey's Neighborhood, but when i stepped in to the court, it started to rain...... i only served the ball a few times and i had to go. It's raining really hard. Sigh..


So I ended the day at at Casey's house, I had a really nice talk with everybody.

o8o1o9
TAX FREE DAY!

I head to Kevin's house around 10.30am? And wait for Kiet to come pick us up. So i just chilled there until like around 11.30am.
then Kiet, Asif, Kevin, and me head to the mall of Georgia.
We ate breakfast first, then we start our shopping spree. :P
We shopped a lot? Well, for a guy.. i consider that a lot. I bought two t-shirts, a belt and i think that's it. My mom called me and told me she got me the Adidas Jacket that I always wanted. I WAS FREAKING HAPPY.
We was in the fitting room trying on the jeans, and i swear it was really gay, 4 guys in the fitting room trying on jeans. -_____- it was full of laughter though, pretty embarrassing when we walked out of the fitting room.





*the pictures are from the mirror outside the fitting room, haha.

then Casey said she will come and join us, while waiting for her, we watched a movie, we bought tickets for funny people i think, and we end up watching the Hangover because its rated R and we can't buy tickets for it.



The hangover is really funny, they have some really gay crap too. Some inappropriate scene, but oh well.. :P if you wont be disturbed watching those "inappropriate" stuff, i highly recommend you to watch it. it's really worth it. i laughed my butt off watching it.

Casey came after the movie, and she joined us. We sat at the food court and just talked. Kiet ate a little, me and Kevin got free ice cream. So we just sat there for an hour i guess? And we start walking around, walking to Borders, back to the mall, walk outside the mall, talked, and end up going back to the food court to sit. Kiet and Kevin played the merry go round. Kiet throw up after that. :P

So yeah, we left the mall around 10pm.
Spend almost 10 hour at the freaking mall. My legs are kinda sore after that. LOL.
my mmmmmmm so sexy jacket, i know you don't wanna see my face there, so just look at the jacket, or you can say sweatshirt.

T-shirt. I really love the MJ one :)

My belt, i can't find the right size for the one i like. So i had to choose this one. -.-

o8o2o9

I didn't do much on that day, i went to play basketball because this cocky kid called my team out to play. He was talking mad shit, Kiet couldn't make it. Blah, and yeah I lost. Hate it, that's because I fell! MotherF. It hurts so bad, my right wrist is really handicapped now. I have like a slight sprain on my right wrist. But oh well, i'm a tough guy, nothing's gonna stop me from playing basketball. Oh did i mentioned about falling on the very first possession? Ugh, but i got up quickly and played again. I was bleeding everywhere though. LOL. Ah screw that, i can't win games without Kiet. Only he knows what kind of plays i want.
Edin was really strong, i couldn't guard him. Sigh.
Oh yeah, i played football too! I'm a beast running back. I got like 4 touchdown on that game? WOOOOOH :P

here are some pictures on my cuts and bruises.
i'm not being a despo, i'm just showing those people that thinks im a whiner how bad it is.

my knee

elbow

left wrist

sprained right wrist

o8o3o9

Went to Kevin's house AGAIN. well, he have his friends from N.C over. I hung out with them, cool people. Haha. I saw Uoc too. It's been a while since i last saw everyone.
So i chilled with them, until Asif came, we went to play basketball. It was pretty hot outside, so we decided to go back to Kevin's after basketball.
And we went to swim, OH I DIDN'T SWIM FOR LIKE SOOOO FREAKING LONG. i swim for a few laps, i'm still in shape. I don't think i slowed down. That's a good thing.
So after swimming we went to Casey's house again, played ping pong there. And just talked and chill until late. We played hotel626 too, scary.

i think that's it. Nothing new, going to Casey's house tomorrow. She have a little get together party.
I'm gonna see most of my friends tomorrow.
And registration on Thursday
Friday I'm not sure what i'm gonna do
Saturday I'm going to Luna's house for guitar lesson
Sunday i'm getting ready for school, hell yeah i'm ready.

sexy love, girl the things you do, keep my sprung, keep my running back to you.
141 more days. ♥ i miss you.

chapter 99 ; pity

sometimes i could laugh after what those 'stalkers' could do just to hunt me down, like everything i do, literally. i wouldn't be surprised that one day they will turn out to be the biggest hacker or something, it's possible. :)
well, just to let you know. keep on bugging my girlfriend, just wait till i go back to Malaysia, you will feel the pain, i wont hurt you physically, but i will kill your self esteem :) everything you can do, i can do better. don't ever try me, yes i'm talking to you, you and you!
if she's not affected by all these, i wouldn't do anything, but unfortunately, she's affected by it.
i need to take action, and oh, yeah you don't fear me huh? of course you're not. :) nobody fears me until they see my potential. my winning attitude, will lead us to victory, no matter what the challenge it, it might be a two against the world challenge, i'd accept it anytime.

just come and challenge me, i'll be waiting.
come on laa, if you wanna stalk me, at least say hi to me........ don't be such a creeper, it's creepy you know. hahaha.




i love the stalkers :3

tata! oh, 1 more post it's my 100th post of the year! muahaha. i'm gonna make it big! stay tuned. ;)

chapter 98 ; acoustic

Finally i found someone to teach me how to play the acoustic guitar, I’ve always wanted to learn it, but sadly, i can’t learn it online, it’s soooo hard! But thank God i found a instructor. :D

hopefully i can be pretty good in it by December, OH and also the vocal training :)

here’s some song that i MUST learn before December. i know babi’s waiting for me to go back and sing with her. she’s been waiting for this since last year! right babi? :)

1. Lucky - Jason Mraz & Colbie Calliat (me and babi’s gonna sing this) :D
2. Everything - Michael Buble
3. Crazier - Taylor Swift
4. Sexy Love - NeYo

i guess four is enough for now, i will see what else i can learn.. hopefully i have the potential to learn it by then. i want to sing to my girlfriend. :D

ooooh sexy :)

no, i don’t have a dream to be a singer. i want to expand my talent, why not add music into it? :)

I’m really looking forward to sing with Michelle! :D we might get famous, who knows?

chapter 97 ; sorry

well, at least we talked things out.
i guess we both need time, if time favors us, we will get back together, if it doesn't, who knows what will happen.
i'm crossing my fingers now, hoping that everything will be okay.


Aliza Sara, i miss you, i really really do.

chapter 96 ; missing

i miss playing the pick and roll perfectly with Mum Sum
i miss singing in class with Li Hoe, Keen Peng, and Andrew
i miss shuffling in class when there's no teacher around with Andrew, Amirul, Li Hoe
i miss sneaking out of my house to play basketball with Yong Jun, Chun Yeen, and Mum Sum
i miss skipping chinese class with Jian Haw
i miss hiding from the green dogs with 9chak and mao chak combined
i miss texting with Michelle and Chloe
i miss talking on the phone at 3am until late with Hui Shan
i miss sleeping on Aliza's shoulder during class
i miss the crazy classmates in 3Bunga Raya
i miss going to pasar malam with Ah Meng, Ming Wei, Mum Sum, Chun Yeen
i miss the 9chak and mao chak moment
i miss Puan Maha's angry face
i miss Ah Choo and Mahendran's rotan
i miss hiding on the rooftop when a whole bunch of people ponteng class
i miss running to midvalley with a whole bunch of people during school hour
i miss sitting at KFC for a whole hour just to skip a few hour of school
i miss going to Eclipse and owning the whole row of computers
i miss Old town white coffee yum cha session with Babi and the Sri Manja gang
i miss lion dancing with the troupe
i miss the old time with Carmen
i miss Genting Highlands
i miss texting with Nicole Low Yen Yi
i miss the birthday "surprise" that most of my friend will end up being wet
i miss Titanium Dance club
i miss the crazy ass moments with Jian Haw, Ah Meng
i miss having lunch with the entire group
i miss going to Sri Manja Square
i miss everything
i miss SMK Sultan Abdul Samad
i miss my friends
i miss Aliza Sara
i miss my relatives
i miss my home
i miss Malaysia



:(

chapter 95 ; almost lover

"Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do"

A fine frenzy - Almost lover

chapter 94 ; upset

do you still care about me?
i felt that things have changed.. maybe it's just me.

i'm freaking upset right now. i don't even know what to say.


:(

chapter 93 ; FML

i freaking hate my life right now. i feel like i'm one of the stalkers now... FML.



and please don't copy my idea to try to be "cool". it pisses me off. go get a life losers!
i'm freaking pissed today! i feel like removing my blog.... even i'm stalked in tumblr. i can track down the stalkers. don't think you can hide from me. lame ass mothafuckers. go get a damn life. don't interfere with mine.



my heart is aching, don't ask me why.

chapter 92 ; stalkers

to the people who's trying to get rid of me, please stop.
it's not worth trying. i don't wanna hurt anyone's feeling.
so if you think you can try to break us apart, its either you're gonna hurt yourself or i'm gonna hurt you. so please stop! -_-
i really don't care what you guys think about me, you're just making a fool out of yourself. knowing that i'm not a person that you should mess with.
so, leave us alone.
thank you.

chapter 91 ; updating

can you believe that it's Mid-Year already?
time is just flying by in a blink of an eye.
though i want time to go by a little bit quicker,
but seeing my summer coming to an end that quick
i just wish time would stop.
so much changed during this summer
i found my true love
i also found out who's the "real" friend
and now, i found out that how much i miss the past.
too much emotions,
insomnia is striking,
i'm so restless.
i'm so happy that i found you,
lets just hope this happiness will last,
i'm going to prove everyone wrong,
don't ever doubt me or you'll regret.
haters, stalkers, wannabee's,
please get out of my life,
i dont need you here.
i'm just keeping you readers updated.
approximately 1 and a half more month till school start
approximately 168 more days left till i go back to Malaysia.


Till then.

chapter 90 ; MJ

i’ve been feeling crappy all day, i can’t believe that Micheal Jackson is gone forever. i really wish i could just see him for one last time and tell him how much i admired him. i’ve been one of his biggest fan since i was a little kid.

i will master the moonwalk just for him. Just beat it.

chapter 89 ; tagged by Aliza Sara

Hi bloggger! I'm bacccck! haha. well, just for a short update for you guys who still reads my blogger. :) life is alright. im making my summer better. :D so yeah, ask me for my tumblr site! or follow me at twitter!

im tagged. by my dearest Aliza Sara. :)

Rules & Regulations:

*The tag questions must be 100% the same

*Tag people after doing tag

*No tagging back

List 5 Things You Like

basketball

sports

music

food. :)

and my Aliza Sara Elias :D

List 5 Things You Hate-

arrogant people

liars

waiting

losing a basketball game

haters

List 5 Weird Facts Bout Yourself-

I'm the biggest insomnia freak you will ever find.

I'm always hungry!

I hate Koreans. -.-

I love my hair even though it looks ugly as hell

I will spend hours on the basketball court alone

List 5 People To Tag

Michelle Khoo, Rachel Khoo, Elaine Wong, someone else who will do this tag? :)







hahaha. goodbye everyone. will see you in a while. :)

chapter 88 ; tumblr is love

i'm moving to tumblr. not going to use blogspot that often. ask me for my tumblr site.

till then......

With love,
Jason Yeoh